Saturday, May 21, 2005

Now i question myself, "why do i blog n write an online journal?". I had an answer way back a few weeks-Advertise n sell yourself. Bit crude, but do forgive me for i am only a business student, before. I thought about it before, i might just as well pen it down, that if anyone of you ever thought of introducing any stuff or recommend anything, put it down in your blog. Believe me, soon someone will start asking n perhaps, would have tried that product.

WOM-"Word Of Mouth" advertisment work wonders.

IWW-I Wonder Why.

A penny for my thoughts. In e past, i used to be said by some aquintance that i am nv down to earth n treating everything easy as if anything was important. I thought, being thru any of those experience would already been enuff n i wonder, why wld anyone not choose to be slightly more joval when you hit e almost same kinda thing.

Sad thing is, why wld anyone want me to be complexed and perplexed at anything?(wondering why if they're fwens...) Now that i'm being sucked into a hole, i wondered if being complexed reflects any little sense of maturity, having said i was nt from what they could see...

Well, here's my say. My going thru' may be suffering silently but not revealed often on facial freatures. Jia knows this prob of mine...i tend to store many many stuff inside...i know its bad...its bad to myself as well as to ppl ard me...i'm trying...

Who sees ur pain behind every smile you give? Was inspired by jian han's saying...Then again, whenever i see someone joyful, i constantly remind myself, he/she may have been thru so much, they've stepped out n decided that His joy was complete. Nv take out on those who seemed happier when you're not, cos their decision may deem wiser, dude. I've been in tt situation, hinted not to get so hyped up in tt joy becos it hits them.

LingQuan fav quote to me: Why?!Alvin, tell me why?!
My fav quote to him: I'm still wondering why!

Tt was a past that triggered some emotional pain. Well, still, i'll try to smile away those heaviness, knowing His joy takes me farther.
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Because of love You suffered
Because of love You came
Because of love You showered
Because of love You cared
Because of love You shamed
Because of love You covered
Because of Love, because of Love

Anw, i took boldness to pick up e phone n called. The result? Better of course.

Strength n courage in my r/s.

Also, i feel like going cycling with Jian Han in e night, just to be in that breeze.

Work starts after Vesak, all the best to myself...Work hard!

Buck up energy n effort to rebuild my farm n gather my sheep. (Rome wasn't built in a day, ok. I'll get it up by Sunday)

Portray a sense of being an elder at home, second to my dad.

Had NYDC with Jia(at late hrs(10.30pm) for dinner cos we're so busy), after sooooooooo long. I bet she dunno this, but i was actually veri touched to have retured to tt place to have a meal with her. Wanna noe why? Cos it takes $$ for her n myself to dine at tt place(yes yes, i noe you guys have better place n more expensive food to eat but let me be can?). Having a lil more pocket money this time round tho having it spent, brought some warmth to me. It's a place i find it memorable, esp e price.

Helped my parents with their buddhist event at Suntec. I see nothing wrong with tt. I still love God, n also, to show my support for them. i hardly give them my time. I got a day of observation:
-Dad holds a division in the east n is one of the chairman of tt division(Fo Guang Yuan)
-Dad has rich experience in events management(e son can learn)
-Dad is nice to others n bad to me n mama(nt wrong tho, to haf high discipline for house, bt lenient for others.Wei, we're family lehz!)
-I learned how to carry out an event n e tedious set up
-I decorated the stall
-I moved cartons of water bottles
-Surprisingly set up n troubleshoot DVD sys in sync with a flat 42'inch plasma tv n sub-woofer sys(wires run like mad)
-Carried bricks
-Set chairs
-Bought extension cable
-Did 'lowly' chores but appreciated e efforts becos its a humble job. (gd trg from bottom in order to plan for smth big if ever e chance)

Prayers stretch beyond favours when we're in fever,
its a Passion for HIM in fervor.

Period.

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