Thursday, January 31, 2008
Finally a show came where it was worth the money.
Catch the mist for a good 140mins of Stephen King's work...
Humanity displayed in desperation to follow whichever believe which offers hope.
The rest of everything much, catch it yourself.
Love it.
vinchia watched a sunset at 12:23 AM
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Thursday, January 24, 2008
Unimaginable.
I'm trapped in an extreme pain.
Not only it's insane, it's ripping out the remaining soul in my body...
There is no way i can straighten my arms and the pain i repeat, is purely excruciating!
I'm holding my cellphone in an awkward manner and typing right at this moment is 'sensational'.
This early morning when i woke up, my body spoke to me... i spent 15mins at dawn mind talking and de-conflicting every issue and the torture it went through. My tissues woke up to a insane pain in due of the cold temperature of the morning. The excruciating pain of the muscles trying to cold stretch made my mind wild with intense pulsation. I tried massaging it instead, it threw greater tantrum! There shouldn't be any further reason why i should carry on doing it and perhaps, elsewhere made more sense.
Certain things cannot be pushed and there is such a word called, Limit. It's beyond me. I almost fainted(real physical faints) during the run. Perhaps, with more training i could be 'there'. There wasn't any sense of joy doing this. Seems like my body knows better this time than my heart...
Mind over body?
I thought i actually tore my arms.
The 15mins was asking God if i made any sense!
It's either me, or no more...
(anyone who loves me, please pray for me. No kidding. The pain is pure)
vinchia watched a sunset at 3:24 PM
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Tuesday, January 22, 2008
Insomnia sets in.
It's near 4 am and i ain't getting any closer to being sleepy.
Just knew that teenagers elsewhere suffers just as much being overworked and compromised of their time and youth. Studying became tough having to juggle between housework, schoolwork and taking care of their 3 younger brothers. Having to be teenage girls, they were undertaking the jobs of a mum while the parents went scott-free having jobs as their excuse.
Watch Supernanny on youtube on the Chapman family. Having no outlets for their fears and inner voice, Brit fainted during one of the family meetings. I love the hugs. I really do. It has that 'capacity' as a key to open up what's so deep and locked up inside.
Quote, "It is a form of love and healing when you touch another person and the warmth and energy that you get from a hug is just incredible". I appreciate such. Perhaps, many asians would find that insane. It ain't buddy! I would give you a hug if you want to...
l like this phrase across the net, "if you want to be noticed, try being human again".
I should hug my parents.
And my brother often.
n...
my loved one too.
=)
vinchia watched a sunset at 3:44 AM
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Tuesday, January 08, 2008
It felt weird to put down my part-time work in chr and i'm feeling the blues already. It sure felt different because another chapter of my life is unfolding in RMIT-SIM. Aus lecturers and papers are kinda diff too but tt challenge nevertheless is exhilarating.
STEP OUT and HUNGER Camp was over and surely these were my two major projects and babies. Now that the work was done, i continue carrying those 'misses' as a part of me. I was glad because both camp met the initial and planned objectives. These two projects enlarged my portfolio and my external field of studying business management. The past 4 months had been productive and i'll continue to build on those improvements.
Some photos from the past to review shared feelings:
New Initiative: 1 Day earlier Advance Party
Step Out Theme by Commandant Yanda
Logistics ready
Initial Prep
Exhilaration
Sharing Prep
Brother and Sister lookalike! (i cannot rotate this photo...)
This pose was vital to capture Thiha Pine's Man moment
Surely overworked but hungry for Bibles
The Man man
i caught them kissing
ah, hungry in the wee morning
no glory, no prize and no task is too lowly for us...
24 men strong committee
our passion & love for God's work
e crux: stepping out
Chia blood runs in us
Chief Leader Trainer...(dis pic is gd stuff)
Chilling out
Gerald is gone and rachel @ e back is hilarious
my kid
don't follow the crowd
Heading nowhere?
sentosa trip for the div
the next future generation and my reason
My next journey begins...
vinchia watched a sunset at 2:37 AM
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