Friday, July 08, 2005

Declared an Alpha Thalassaemia positive. Thanks for your prayer guys. As for now, how things will turn out, i'll leave it to the Lord. If this is a family trait passed down from dad, i guess it's a birth 'right'. As in, somehow or rather, it will serve a purpose somehow cos' God will use it for His good, ain't it?

Hmm...Upon getting the letter in my hands, my heart was held for a moment of truth. When i saw e box being checked for Thalassaemia, i sank a little but remembered no matter how, it is His purpose, not mine-His will done, not mine. I'm always reminded thru ministry authority sharing how important 'yet will i praise thee' is.

Ears bring ease but the heart answers fraility

Well, i'm not sad tho'. Just kinda numb cos it's been predicted. Some may say that's having faith at the other side but i suppose some stuff is what your spirit noes best. At least, an answer came back and choices strim-lined. Jia was the first i wanna inform, not to 'cry' myself out but she was the better mentor when it comes to this and bout' me.

I'm glad i did something positive today to my r/s tt is. Pardon me, sometimes i think i'm an 'asshole'. Forgive me, i know that sounds bad but there isn't any better word to describe myself. Sigh, i expected more from myself but...

Knowing is one thing, doing is another (inspired by da)

Da is back. Changed and tired soul. Respect-OCT. Look at him, tough on the inside, soft and still joker on the outside. Good! Still himself...

Now i'm working in Teletech-Call Centre as a Customer Service Rep. The client i'm working for with a few hundreds more is SIA. These members under SIA's Frequent Flyer Program are really rich. The job demands alot. Many of us under the 2 weeks intensive 8hrs/day training cldn't really take it. We survived. I'm proud.

More to come. Members may be nasty but the joy of the Lord shall not leave thou. Pray for me, i'm coughing my lungs out-both of it.

Need a break? Have a sweettalk strawberry red bubble tea. It rocks. Try champagne grape, double rock!

Being a CSR is like lowest life form. Each time i tot of it, i asked myself...What does it take to be a leader and above...My creed, i remembered...

"No task is too lowly for me..."

Life is certainly more, time permits, a lazy soul persits

Respect.
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