Tuesday, September 13, 2005

My service to e Nation draws nearer everyday. 2 years is crying out to me n i've been thinking what God would like me to do in this period of time-before n after. So being said, many things happened in my life. Major changes, minor understanding. I din't get to see His plans, but i'm chasing aft God for an answer cos' i'm desperate at a portion of my heart.

I'm not sadden by anything, but taking every moment to question how come. Culture says its so being so we can learn. I'm here to break cultures. So learn wad? I din't forget God is a deliberate God too ya noe? Yet again, this life is His, so cultures says just grit your teeth n follow thru. I'm breaking it-i'm allowing it to come naturally since i already render His dictator-ship in my life. There's nothing to lose, cos He overcame. There's nothing to gain for myself either, my life is worthless in e first place till His redemption.

There is much silence from deep within. More reflection, less superfiction. His love sets deeper every day. If only i'd just seek...
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