Thursday, September 28, 2006

Let go n let God.
vinchia watched a sunset at 8:25 PM
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no one could haf e confidence to noe me a lil too well.
let alone more than a single you.
i doubt ur professionalism. at e core of it.
u ain't any better of me, look at yourself.
being there, i must haf done smth rite.
take me on sometime then.
u ain't no fear. dun lie to yourself.
let do settle with pain.
Self-mastery alvin. 3 months. your time will come...
vinchia watched a sunset at 7:51 PM
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Tuesday, September 26, 2006
Because its you,
therein, here am i.
All ready to Tango with you, babe.
(Listening to Move Along)
Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking
When you fall everyone sins
Another day and you've had your fill of sinking
With the life held in your
Hands are shaking cold
These hands are meant to hold
Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
Move along
So a day when you've lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your
Hands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold
Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong we move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong, we move along
Along, along, along
When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
[x3]
(Move along)
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
Right back what is wrong
We move along
vinchia watched a sunset at 10:22 PM
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Tuesday, September 19, 2006
Commissioning Ball, a week after we commission as officers to have a night of formal dinner to commemorate our commissioning. A night to catch up all e new placement into our new units...Nevertheless, we missed all e tough trainings we once had tog..brushing our teeth at 0500hrs, area cleaning after breakfast, changing for lectures, carrying load for mission, screaming tog to press on, bathing n dancing tog in the showers aft hard day's work n lol when we danced to irritate some shy guys, talking rubbish as if we're so smart to tell a joke.
Daryl: "..Alvin, wanna eat noodles not?!.."
Alvin: "...ok! wait for me a minute..."
Daryl: "...hurry up can?..."(only 20 secs passed n he misses me...)
Alvin: "...why?miss me huhz?..."
Daryl: "shut up lor, wait for you damn long can?"
Alvin: "sorry la.."
Daryl: "ok, let's eat..."
Alvin: "with my 'LIFE'!"(tts my fav quote)
Daryl: "with our 'Lives'!"(he follows suit..-_-")
Alvin: "..eh, so e both of you how?"
XX : "..dunno lehz, i shy.."
Alvin: "..just send her a msg,then e next dae ask her out lar!"
XX : "..dun wan la, not weird mehz?"
Alvin: "..i think some ppl more daring than you lorz!.."
XX : "..ShUudUup lar!.."(his fav quote)
vin: so how? got ur gf a dress le ma?
sebas: ya...
vin: get from where? (guys kypo too..)
sebas: from bla bla bla..so how? u got a date le ma alvin? (guys kypo theory proven true..)
XX: ask me! ask me!
vin: dun want..ask for wad? dun dare to ask for date still wan ppl to ask u..(irritant)
XX: shuddup!(fav quote proven)
sebas: ok ok, what did you get? (this world still got nice guys ard...)
vin: y bother to ask him? (irritant level x2)
sebas: dun be so bad lar
vin: y be so nice? (irritant level x3)
XX: quick ask me!
vin: ok ok...what did u get? (stares at him....)
XX: i haven't got a date how to get dress?!?!? (se zai BO LIAO! irritant X MAX)
and of course, the nights lying side to side on e bed talking bout life, papers n girls..
It is so quiet w/o them ard, nw...

From L-R: Boyish Ivan, Matured Xiang Xuan & nonsence terence

From L-R: Techy Mike, Faithful Joel n Thinking Sebastian

Daryl has e body manz!

Nevertheless, my eyes r so small cos i had flu on such an eventful dinner!!!
Then i learnt about some stuff regarding photos...haha..
vinchia watched a sunset at 7:10 PM
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Time indeed flew. It's been a week since commissioning..N comms ball was just over a few days ago..My gosh. Now i'm in a new unit, different job scope, doing something new. No matter where i'm landed, i know i'm perfectly inserted in His good time n place.
Was just talking to Greg the other dae. When i heard the word stepping down, i was kinda taken aback. Not tt we're aging, but somehow, the growing stage just haf to bypass us. So i wondered when i'll leave spdlight...
Not much of an answer tho'. I'm not readily to be out cos there's so much tt can still be done. Ya' noe e image thing, can be turned ard. E energy thInG? can be strengthed back. E cReAtIve n DyNaMic system? Can be implemented...then i realized one thing:
what we indeed have powerful from God is our
Youth.
This youth dynamic thing has always been on my mind..It's kinda funny..Many r thinking bout it, i wonder if anyone's gonna do anything bout it..Then it came to me, at the thot of this, i'm actually one of the many..
So, shuddup. Enuff. Perhaps i can bring on a change...in a little somehow...an empty vessel God can use to influence n bring a wave..not by myself, but solely thru Him alone..can i change the way ppl think n feel? where can i start? where is e avenue? where can i find source? do i haf a mentor to guide me along? will there be any support if there's projects n ideas? how ready r we people? how dynamic can we be?
What is my mission?
Do i have any forces? What is the state of my forces?
How will God deploy us?
How do we conduct this mission to dynamically involve ourselves in Spdlight?
What is our concept?
Who is in the group n what task will they be assigned?
Is this not a war against Satan?
Then bring out the "Christedom"!
On Guard!

what i value, i will defend...

Your pride will be my honour...
vinchia watched a sunset at 6:25 PM
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Saturday, September 16, 2006

blood thicker than H2O..dad, mum, i hope we've done u proud..it is e dae we wan e both of u to stand tall with us..
vinchia watched a sunset at 1:19 AM
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no one other than this fellow here i fought so hard for...ur sword n mine will thus cross...
vinchia watched a sunset at 1:16 AM
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"yi ri wei shi, zhong shen wei fu"- e one dae u acknowledge ur teacher, u will regard him therefore for life like a father
vinchia watched a sunset at 1:13 AM
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dedicated commanders, dynamic officers
vinchia watched a sunset at 1:11 AM
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alongside stood a strong n supportive ministry
vinchia watched a sunset at 1:05 AM
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nix.
vinchia watched a sunset at 1:02 AM
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onwards n forward on the next horizon
vinchia watched a sunset at 1:01 AM
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farewell to the Home of The Officer's Corp
vinchia watched a sunset at 12:59 AM
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Monday, September 11, 2006
Moment finally defined.
Emotions flew on the parade square.
Companions no more...our spirit went sore...
I dare sae i loved you all dearest brethens,
n now we depart on our seperate ways...
to defend our land our lives we lay...
vinchia watched a sunset at 1:02 AM
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