Tuesday, July 10, 2007

The Spirit hit me today.

Church, is the word speaking to you or are you not listening?

are you choosing?

where art thou passion and yearning for the word?

are the messages too plain for you?

is it the pastor or the word that you took abundant joy from?

what are your answers?

what is this church to you?

y bother telling your purpose when you're not even seeking?

y fill your thirst when you're not even thirsty?

y touching your life when you're turning away?

y sharing with you but you never wanted to listen?

or even for the matter, choose what you delight to hear?

our walk was never easy.

Jesus's walk was NEVER easy because He knew He'd be walking to THAT cross.

Mind you.

Week in, week out, where do you place your heart?

where do you centralise your love?

are sundays just it?

where is the song deep within?

it doesn't how much we do anymore.

is there anything you even desire?

My heart breaks O Lord, it breaks...

Came last Sunday, i served on stage. It's the similar protocol, we knew what we needed to do...but worship wasn't worship until i decided to surrender...then i poured. i raised my hands n heart before my instruments, i sang with the lead of our worship leader,

"...just to stand beside You knowing, promise that You're never leaving..."

i stood dumb. i was amazed. i was blown. i choked. i broke. yes. on stage while serving. no total gimmicks.

it was just like God saying to me, "child, i'm here. can you feel me? can you find me?"...

i cried. i can't bear singing. "i said, Yes".

ISA 6:8 then i heard a voice from the Lord saying, whom shall i send? and who will fight for us? then i said,

Here I Am, Send Me

It was the commissioning of Issiah.

It is my commissioning.
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